❥ 二郎

I didn’t know there was a way for me to fall more deeply in love with you, until today. You were the first person I saw when I arrived, and inarticulately I was entranced by how you looked so good in grey, or everything, for some reason. I can’t handle your mesmerizing gaze, but the thought of you glancing in my direction made my heart race.

Did you, perhaps, find me pretty, in any way?

Or was it really in your nature to make people feel so dumbstruck, and wonder if there was something about them which made you smile?

I hope I’m the only one who felt this way around you.

You have given me a happy day, and went out of your way to take a half-decent photo with me. In return I give you my love, and the gift that I’ve been saving up for, to show you how much I appreciate every good thing that you’ve done in my life.

Because for me, you have given your sweetest smile.

2016年12月20日

❥ A Good ‘Bye’

The bell rang. I wanted to wait for you, but one by one when my friends started to go home, before I knew it, I was all alone.

Only one of them remained, and I agreed to accompany her to their classroom. I turned to the hallway, thinking that you left already.

And there you are.

With that goddamn smile of yours.

Our eyes met yet you turned your back against me. Just when I thought you didn’t want to see me,  I passed by you.

It was the first time I heard you say my name.

My heart pounded. I was almost out of earshot when your teacher suddenly called me.

I turned my head slightly, and saw you smiling. At me.

Then you said goodbye.