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❥ HUSBANDO HEAVEN!

Hi! Been almost three months since the new year’s started, and here I am tryna come up with some other content because I really don’t feel like writing poetry right now. 😦 Figured I should start blogging more about anime and less about cheesy heartbreaks hehe.

So until then, here yah go! 🙂

A GALLERY OF THE BESTEST, MOST SADISTIC — i mean LOVABLE BISHOUNENS AND IKEMENS IN ANIME, MANGA & OTOME 😀

It’s gonna be a long list, everyone!! (*´ω`*)ノ

N ♥

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1st Place

❥ 逆巻 アヤト // Sakamaki Ayato

FR: DIABOLIK LOVERS

 

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2nd Place

❥ 鈴屋 什造 // Suzuya Juuzou

FR: TOKYO GHOUL

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❥ Archived Poetry 2for My Beloved Kouhai

❥ Last Letter ❥ Evanescent ❥ What Am I to You?  ❥ 二郎  ❥ Way Back  ❥ Her  ❥ Relentless  ❥ Lovelorn  ❥ Enduring  ❥ When I Look At You  ❥ Ironic  ❥ A Good ‘Bye’  ❥ Heart Eyes  ❥ Open Heart  ❥ Always in Mind | Never for Real  ❥ Courage  ❥ Don’t Let Me Drown  ❥ Flutterbies  ❥ ASAP, please  ❥ Wanted; Missing  ❥ Befuddled  ❥ Hot and Cold  ❥ Extra

All is written by me. I give my all to you. – N

❥ Minna-san! (▰˘◡˘▰)

Hi guyss! (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ

Starting today (9/13/16)…!

I will be posting random thoughts dedicated to either:

my beloooooved kouhai💘

or my guiltiest pleasure in life… YAOI ★~(◡﹏◕✿)

Aside from “J”, I’m pretty much in love with anything that has to do with

anime, manga, and cosplay!! ❤

I also want to keep up with my pastel feed

(PINK HEAVEN YASSS)

so follow me if you want to see more ヾ(〃^∇^)ノ

P.S. This is my first post 😉

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❥ Last Letter

Perhaps I was, again, mistaken for having thought of you as my ‘life’. Truly, you were everything that I wanted, but together the two of us were nothing. I could no longer put up with my pitiful self, who had always longed for your presence and is easily torn by your insensitive responses. Still, I refuse to admit that you’re the same as those who laugh at my wretchedness. My only regret was finding a way to your life, and letting you encounter a misfortune such as me.

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❥ 鈴屋 什造 // Suzuya Juuzou

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PASTEL

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MANGA

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FOODIE

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CRAZY

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BATSHIT CRAZY

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RAINY DAY

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SUNNY DAY

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TOKYO GHOUL: RE

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MY THOUGHTS

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!!!!

❥ edits: tumblr. I do not own any of these pics.

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❥ 逆巻 アヤト // Sakamaki Ayato

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AYATO SAKAMAKI

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❥ mr. sadistic day & night ❥ takoyaki ❥ yours truly / ore-sama ❥ dialover ❥ iron maiden ❥ arcadia ❥ hikaru midorikawa ❥ karlheinz & cordelia ❥ gin no bara ❥ possessive fck ❥ chichinashi ❥ 3/6 ❥ aries ❥ southpaw ❥ evil redhead ❥ fashionable asymmetry ❥ ikemen ❥ prince of pride

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LOST EDEN

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MORE BLOOD

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ANIME

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LUNATIC PARADE

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DARK FATE

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MY THOUGHTS

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So why a sadistic vampire, you ask? I honestly didn’t know myself, but in anime & manga (especially yaoi), I’ve always preferred the ones who were sadistic and loved tormenting others. The type who’s gone through a very traumatic, cry-worthy back story to be the kind of person (or vampire) they are now. I kinda have a thing for psychos, too, but I happen to find him more appealing than Kanato. Ayato is actually my first anime crush. After watching other series, I still can’t get over him >.< I had a hard time deleting his pics that take too much space on my phone plus I feel like I can eat takoyaki everyday 😦

Some of you who had seen DiaLovers and thought that he’s arrogant and, at the same time, abusive, well you should know that he’s actually different in the game. The anime is nothing more than a preview of the characters so no such development is to be expected from there. If you play Haunted Dark Bridal and the rest of the game’s franchise, you’d know what I’m talking about.

I’d much rather like if you don’t know what I meant, because then HOW CAN I KEEP AYATO TO MYSELF????? 😦

Not entirely kidding. I’d call him Ore-sama any day. ❤

❥ edits: tumblr; Rejet Factory. I do not own any of these pics.

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❥ Evanescent

And, as the days go by, my love for you has begun to change.

Only you are capable of bringing this agony, so easily even without trying.

I want to be rid of it, to break free from this excruciating feeling that gives me, now, the least happiness.

But that would mean forgetting you.

I thought once that I would, if you’d tell me to.

But I see now that there’s no need.

Everything seems simple until you think about it.

You never wanted me to feel this pain.

You never wanted me to feel this way for you.

And when it all goes away, you’ll forget the day when I first saw this feeling as “love”.